32 Weeks!!!

So here I am all 32 weeks of me! I didn't think that I looked this big when I look at myself but this picture looks humongous!!! But I'm definitely not as big as I was with the boys! I went to the Dr. about two weeks ago and things are right on track. I'm measuring right where I should be not to big and not to small so that it good! I'm starting to get uncomfortable...I'm having a hard time sleeping at night something is constantly sore my hips, my ribs, my back and breathing is hard also. My ligaments in my pelvis just aren't as sturdy as they once where so I guess I should be thanking my lucky stars that she isn't as big as the boys! The good thing is, is that I haven't gained that much weight only about 25 pounds and I'm not swelling up like a big marshmallow man! I hope that I stay that way. I feel pretty good about how things are looking so hopefully this body will be a little more intact when she finally decides to arrive! I'm starting to feel like I'm ready to be done, but I'm also getting very nervous. I realize that I've done this before so I shouldn't be, but that is just the problem...I've done this and I know what is coming my way. You see I endured 31 hours of miserable labor and pretty easy delivery with Trey and with Jack I had a great labor and one awful emergency c-section that literally almost killed me! So why am I so nervous? I am hoping for an easy, breezy labor and delivery but I now know all the things that can go wrong unfortunately. So I would probably be better off if I was going in blind to the situation. As I get closer everyone keeps asking me whether I will be having a c-section again and everyone is very opinionated about it. You see pretty much everyone thinks that, that is what I need to do because "it's would be so much easier". Seriously I want to punch people when they say that, because it's not. For some people it may be the way to go and that is fine but for me I'm choosing the shoot the coop method! There is no reason for me to have a c-section unless it is absolutely necessary, meaning unless she is breech and plain just doesn't want to come out! There is no reason that I should not just push her out because we know that I can. Trey came out with no problems and he was gigantic!!! My Dr. thinks that I should have no problems and has warned me of the risks, but it shouldn't be an issue. My Dr. and myself and Richard think that I'm making the best decision for me. I trust my Dr.'s opinion completely and I know that she wouldn't lead me down the wrong path. So now that I've had my little soap box moment no one better look at me sideways when I say that I'm not having a c-section...plus I'm tired of people asking me especially if they've asked me a million times before...I'm not going to change my mind! In other baby news we finally got her room painted and most everything is set up, I'm just waiting for a few other things and then I will put up some pictures. I was starting to get nervous that Richard was not going to find the time to paint her room since he is so busy, but in true Richard fashion he didn't let me down...even though I had to help him! I really do appreciate the hard work that he put into it even though I gave him a hard time about his less then stellar painting skills! Trey and Jack talk about her all the time and how they can't wait for her to get here... Jack is even warming up to idea of her coming! He told me that he is excited to go to Disneyland with her so we are making some progress! Even Richard who I think was terrified at first to be having a girl says everyday that he can't wait for her to be born he's going to be such a girl Daddy! I can already tell that she loves him because she kicks alot when he is talking around her! Other then that not a whole lot is going on pretty uneventful but that's how we like it!